Screaming your name at the top of my lungs
Doesn't make a change but it makes me feel stronger
I'm finally ready to admit we were both wrong
It took me a while to realize it's gone and we're done
I'm okay now but I want you to stay, away
I don't feel sad and I'm not going all Bell Jar-ey anymore
It's easier to leave than to be left behind
You know, now I'm okay but I want you away
At first I thought it was just a bad dream
A chain of words leading to a dead end, and..
I sharpened my lies to make you believe I was fine
It did you good but it killed me inside
I'm okay now but I want you to stay, away
I don't feel sad and I'm not going all Bell Jar-ey anymore
It's easier to leave than to be left behind
You know, now I'm okay but I want you away
Now I'm okay but I want you away
Now I'm okay but I want you away
credits
from Near The Sun,
released September 22, 2009
Mixed and Produced by Julie Peel
Recorded at Almost Famous studio in the south of France by Julie Peel.
Julie Peel: Vocals+backing vocals, acoustic + electric guitars, harmonica, wurlitzer.
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